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10:05 asciilifeform !q uptime
10:05 dulapbot asciilifeform: time since my last reconnect : 11d 22h 16m
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14:07 awt Hello from the gulag
14:08 PeterL it's been quiet in here this week
14:09 awt Couple of weeks of hell for me, then living in Costa Rica full time.
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14:29 asciilifeform wb awt , PeterL
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15:53 signpost awt: congrats on your upcoming move
15:54 * signpost figures everybody's doing what can be done to get situated atm.
16:01 awt ty signpost
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21:22 phf http://logs.bitdash.io/pest/2022-09-30#1013523 << as they say in ru «перед смертью не надышишься», that is “you can’t take satiate breathing before death”
21:22 bitbot Logged on 2022-09-30 15:54:47 signpost: figures everybody's doing what can be done to get situated atm.
21:24 phf a sentiment which is tempered by “two more weeks, huh”
21:29 billymg phf: google translate gives "while there is life there is hope" for that phrase. i'm not sure i understand "you can't take satiate breathing before death" but i first interpreted it as "you can't relax while waiting for death"
21:30 phf billymg, well, it was a shit translation, which i also managed to fuck up :D
21:30 billymg would you say it's closer in sentiment to what google gives or my initial interpretation?
21:32 phf neither are correct, google's idiom matching is particularly abysmal
21:34 phf the meaning is more like, you can't take "enough breaths" before death. as in "breathing" is not something you can satiate by trying do plenty of it
21:38 phf or rather, that's a direct translation, but i'm having hard time verbalizing meaning. it's one of those "you gotta be russian" things. it's some combination of "vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas" with "memento mori", that's intented to communicate a kind of resigned acceptance of the inevitable
21:39 phf so as you can see the meaning is the exact opposite of google's "translation"
21:40 phf it's closer to your interpretation, but more like "you might as well relax while waiting for death"
21:41 billymg ah, i like that, the more optimistic phrasing
21:42 phf there's another meaning, which is basically "you had your whole life to breath, now it's a bit too late"
21:42 billymg http://logs.bitdash.io/pest/2022-09-30#1013532 << this makes sense to me. "trying to prepare for death is futile" --> "might as well relax"
21:42 bitbot Logged on 2022-09-30 21:34:56 phf[awt]: the meaning is more like, you can't take "enough breaths" before death. as in "breathing" is not something you can satiate by trying do plenty of it
21:43 billymg phf: that one a bit more depressing
21:47 billymg russian speaking friend of mine just gave me another variation: "idea being if you're going to die you'll appreciate every breath"
21:49 phf hmm, i don't know in which context this meaning would work
21:50 phf like i don't think i can construct a story, where it would be appropriate to use that saying in the meaning that he presented
22:04 phf actually in practice it's usually a kind of gallows humor. you'd say that to e.g. a fellow student, when you had months to prepare for test, but ended up trying to study 5 minutes before exam or whatever. it's almost mandatory to use that saying.
22:05 billymg he offered another, "on a deathbed you'll want every breath to extend life", which seems like a corollary to this one
22:05 bitbot Logged on 2022-09-30 21:42:38 phf[awt]: there's another meaning, which is basically "you had your whole life to breath, now it's a bit too late"
22:08 phf i suspect, the way it's structure grammatically, that it used to be a punchline to a fable (which is the origin of a lot of proverbs in old cultures, they are kind of shortcuts to fables, that would be told by elders as a kind of evening activity / learning opportunity)
22:09 phf and it's original meaning was closer to that last one, "on a deathbed you'll regret breaths not taken" and similar
22:11 phf so there would be a story, probably literally about a man condemned to death, and as he's awating the execution, he has regrets about wasted opportunities. and then you get a pithy maxim about breaths and deathbeds
22:13 phf but it has mostly lost it's original, straightforward meaning, because at some point it became a kind of a literary plaything
22:14 phf because the other side is that in whatever other context you apply it, you now humorously equating some other lesser event to death. like a college exam, or a wedding, or whatever else
22:17 asciilifeform 1 of asciilifeform's pet's favourite ru proverbs, once he explained it
22:19 phf but also like depending on how close the event is to actually or potentially being death, the saying becomes a kind of gallows humor
22:20 * asciilifeform apropos of nuffin -- baking illustrations for rewritten pest spec
22:24 phf but have you gone down the TikZ rabbit hole yet?
22:24 asciilifeform phf: above baked with tikz
22:25 asciilifeform phf: was thoroughly stumped why randomly choked hevea, until found lolbug
22:25 phf yeah, i saw!
22:26 asciilifeform likely, subj not even exists outside of dulap-gentoo & its rather vintage toolchain
22:26 asciilifeform ( hevea author -- not wrote back, unsurprise )
22:28 phf but also https://habr.com/en/post/454376/ you should introduce old time perelman style illustrations to pest spec
22:29 asciilifeform that'd rock
22:32 asciilifeform -- in misc. related oldlulz re folx seeing problem illustrated in pic and coming to strange conclusions
22:34 phf rbtb has this odd combination of old school pragmatism, but also too often comming to iffy conclusions
22:35 phf like the style and the personality reminds me of locklin, and i'm along for the ride, but inevitable i have to drop off, because there will be a "wait, what? whyyy" moment
22:36 asciilifeform saw similar pieces re ye olde irc and its forced spanning tree, and inescapably they end with 'and so we need this 100kloc of gnarly auto-consensus coad , let's learn from shitcoins' etc
22:36 asciilifeform unsurprisingly they never end with 'let's all<->all graph' cuz 'not scales'(tm)(r)
22:44 asciilifeform ( there's likely a 'you won't get tenure for 'unclever' solution that simplyworx' component in there
22:44 asciilifeform )
22:44 dulapbot (trilema) 2017-08-07 asciilifeform: because 'you can't get tenure by saying let's-use-rsa' and you won't get $trillion if you ~do~ dig up the old blueprint
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23:37 awt Didn't meant to imply CR is heaven and US is hell. Simply, moving countries while working towards a project deadline is hell.
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